My Baby is Going to be Five

I'm having trouble believing that my youngest child is turning 5 next week. I've been looking at old pictures a lot this week and walking down memory lane. So much has happened in the last 5 years. We've come so far as a family of 4. It seems as though I personally have come from the depths of despair, to happiness, contentment and a place where I am able to enjoy life. Not that life is without struggle and frustration, but I have a peace in knowing that God is there to walk through it with me and that my family is there to support me.

Andrew has always been a source of joy. He is bigger than life. He is so dramatic and energetic. He brings smiles to all who encounter him. I can't imagine life without him. He's spent a few days with his father this week, and I've had a glimpse of life without him. It's not the same. It's quieter. It's calmer. I think Adam, Abby and I have all realized that it's just not as much fun. Praise God he's coming home tonight. I can't wait to see him.

Here's a few pictures of him from birthdays past.

1st Birthday
I'm sad to say he still eats like this.
He may not be quite as messy, but he still shovels it in with his hands.

2nd Birthday

3rd Birthday

4th Birthday

Can you say "Cheese!"

I love this picture. It's happiness and joy.

I can remember the saddness of realizing I no longer had a baby to rock at night. I remember the sadness in taking down his crib and of giving away the baby clothes.

And now, he's turning 5. Where does all the time go?